WEDnesday already, been a while since the last post. after all, not much to post about, considering that school life from day to day is about the same, save for a few glitches here and there.

went out with most of the only people who ever read this blog on friday, considering that a break was really needed, to just forget about school and work for one night. life has been a drag, with tests dates and homework datelines to juggle around, even before even starting on them. currently i am in the phase where i get rather pissed off with people who block my way when i am walking through either walking much slower or simply suddenly stopping and blocking the way. the worst would be that particular someone who notices the long line of people queuing behind him/her but yet pretends that he/she is absolutely not causing any inconvenience for others.

been since a week since i last posted. things the past week have been one hell of a ride, if i may say so. moods following the days of the week with wednesday being the lowest point, monday and friday the highest, and sat and sunday declining once more. all depends on how much i spend at home i guess. but now, all is well. perhaps it is the optimism of welcoming back someone really soon, when absence does indeed make the heart grow fonder, or have i become numb to my surroundings, leaving nothing but a stoic existence, or, have i somehow triggered off my rather short memory regarding sadness, unhappiness or the like.

well, monday once more and therefore the beginnings of yet another week, this week being week4 of school. again it all seems to drag on so long, the weeks inch by, but yet they seem to pass fast as well. hopefully the days will pass fast this week, with the hopes of long periods decreasing the agony of having to change mindset to suit the subject too many times in one day.

and no one knows of the quiet hell that brews within home. house is no longer home. it all just seems so weary.

TGIF, the thing i say every friday, seems to have increased in meaning ever since i first heard of it. every week, those words seem to mean so much more than the previous week. this week was certainly long, at least to me. at last it is friday, which promises to bring brief relief from the storm brewing just at the edge of the horizon. chinese oral was...... bad from my point of view, but still ok from the teacher's point of view. imagine having to talk about strawberry clan people for 12min+. yeap, just phased out while preparing the script, wandering in my mind, lost in a darkness.

Thursday once more. seems like so long ago since the first day of school, though it has only been slightly more than a week. and yet within that short space of time, expectations upon expectations have been piled on, deadlines and yet more deadlines. and as the vice principal said, more stress in the first half of the year for those taking A2 languages. =.=. yet again, i came out of the chinese class feeling more stupid than when i went in for lessons.

already, this feels as though i have been living through the year for quite awhile, though it has only been 10days. indeed time behaves strangely.

finally it is friday, seems like so long since school started, since i had a weekend. though just a mere 3 days, it seems just the introduction of the year long endurance race we must all run.

with what i think are quite good teachers, i hope i would be sufficiently interested in the lessons to learn something.

well, with the buffer period of week 1 gone, i just hope i would be ready to take on the realities of the IB program. as for those who have already graduated, some will be heading to hell next wednesday, with good food though, while we still remain in yet another form of hell, though of a mental kind, with ever increasing prices.

the beginning of yet another year. wonder what this year would bring? school of course shall start in about 12hrs time, and the large intake of pupils does lead one to wonder how the sac is going to support the whole school population.

last year in this school, dont know whether to be happy or sad. mix of feelings i guess.