been since a week since i last posted. things the past week have been one hell of a ride, if i may say so. moods following the days of the week with wednesday being the lowest point, monday and friday the highest, and sat and sunday declining once more. all depends on how much i spend at home i guess. but now, all is well. perhaps it is the optimism of welcoming back someone really soon, when absence does indeed make the heart grow fonder, or have i become numb to my surroundings, leaving nothing but a stoic existence, or, have i somehow triggered off my rather short memory regarding sadness, unhappiness or the like.

well, monday once more and therefore the beginnings of yet another week, this week being week4 of school. again it all seems to drag on so long, the weeks inch by, but yet they seem to pass fast as well. hopefully the days will pass fast this week, with the hopes of long periods decreasing the agony of having to change mindset to suit the subject too many times in one day.