guess that i should blog after a delay of days. either nothing much has been happening, or that i am not allowed to speak my mind cos of certain restrictions, oh well. how long it seems the passing of days. the countdown begins towards the chinese exams, but yet it all seems so surreal. the D day seems so far away out in space, far away beyond what we expect, but yet it is but 20+ days away. so surreal to the point that it seems like it is but a figment of imagination of 15 students and 2 teachers. while the others may countdown towards the start of the papers, i count down towards the end of the papers, cos i focus on the happy times. yea right, i try a healthy dose of optimism from time to time, though it doesnt seem to cure anything.

April, the cruelest month, is finally drawing to a close, with free cones day this tuesday and labour day on thursday, it will certainly be a welcome break from the past few weeks. seems so long ago since term started, seems just as long ago that math portfolio was completed. to think that more than half the term is over so fast, and yet there still seems to be such a long way to go. why cant i just skip this arduous process and get on with ns and uni. guess there isnt any logical explanation to it all, besides the fact that whatever doesnt kill you makes you stronger. IB wont kill me, so therefore it will make me stronger?