as the last week of the june 'holidays' continues even as i continue typing here, my mind remains a blur. i know full well why i am staring at notes and books hours each day, but i do not have a clue as to what the final destination is. maybe i do, maybe i dont, but we are just supposed to focus on the process i guess? watched pushing daisies on channel 5 (knowing that whoever reads this must be thinking i have way too much time). i admit i had no idea why was the series named pushing daisies, but know i do. pushing up the daisies from where one lies 6 feet under, nice way of phrasing it.

maybe a death-centric show appeals to my senses at this point in time,but i am just receptive to this show, for now. life in death rather than death in life.

time hangs still, even as it gallops past.